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“I know you’re going to say no, but…”

September 14, 2011  

saynoIt was my son who approached me the other night after supper and prefaced his request to go play in the creek with, “I know you’re going to say no, but…”

He was right, I did say no. It was getting dark, it was already cold, and he had chores to finish and homework to do. But that preface bothered me a little.

“I know you’re going to say no, but…”

Meaning I must say no to him a lot. A whole lot.

And that bothered me to the point where I began keeping track of the ratio of yeahs and nopes I give my kids over the course of a normal day. Finished my research the other night. The results were…well, I’m not really sure yet what the results were. All I have is numbers. Their meaning is still up in the air.

According to my calculations, I tell my kids no about ten times a day. Where that fits on the scale of Excessive Parenting is debatable. Even I’m not quite sure. Considering how much I talk to my children, I suppose ten isn’t an unreasonable number. But when I consider the fact that for most of the day they’re at school and I’m at work, ten sounds like a lot.

In my defense, many of the things my children ask to either have or do are things few parents would allow. Few children should have an elephant as a pet or their own television show or be allowed to dress like thugs and prostitots.

They, of course, do not see the wisdom in my refusals. And I have no doubt I sometimes transform in front of their very eyes from Nice Daddy to Mean Tyrant. Once, my daughter even told me I wasn’t cool.

But stripped down to its most bare essentials, saying no is what parenting is all about. I’ve learned in my nine years of being a father that kids will ask for anything—anything at all—without much thinking involved. Their tiny minds are based on the principle of immediacy. It’s now they think about, and seldom later.

That’s where I come in. As a father with thirty-nine years of experience in later, I can testify to the wisdom found in keeping one’s eyes forward rather than the small amount of space at one’s feet. Life has taught me this one thing: everything leads to something else. Everything has a consequence.

I tried a little show and tell about this with my kids once. We were sitting by a pond. I told them to watch as I tossed a rock into the water, then explained how the things we do are like the ripples that come after the toss. They reverberate.

They didn’t get the lesson, they just wanted to throw some rocks of their own. To them, it was the splash that mattered. The ripples were inconsequential.

I can’t blame them.

I was like that once.

I often still am.

To them, I can be the mean parent who won’t let them have any fun. That’s okay, because God willing one day they’ll be mean parents themselves.

But there’s more to this.

The study of my ten-times-a-day No has made me realize I’m somewhat of a hypocritical father. It’s not always easy to answer my kids in the negative, but I’m comforted by knowing it’s for their benefit. Children need boundaries, and they need to be kept safe. And bottom line, they really don’t know what’s best for them.

That’s why it’s a bit disheartening to realize I act like them when it comes to the things I ask for from God.

He tells me no a lot, too. Probably more than ten times a day.

I once thought that was because He didn’t love me or because I wasn’t good enough. That I wasn’t worthy.

I know better now.

The truth is that He does love me, and that both His yes and His no come from that very love. Being good and worthy doesn’t matter much. I know it’s because I need boundaries and to be kept safe. And because bottom line I really don’t know what’s best for me.

And that’s okay.

Because He does.

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Comments

  • http://www.nebraskagraceful.blogspot.com Michelle DeRusha

    Much wisdom here, Billy. I say no to my kids a lot. Too much, I’m sure of it. I say no out of laziness sometimes, and sometimes I say no simply because I’m not tuned in or paying attention. I’m grateful God doesn’t parent like that.

    You’ve got me thinking, too, about the other side of this question: I’m thinking about the questions or requests I make of God. Sometimes I think I don’t ask him for help or for the miracle because I’m afraid he’ll say no. I’m afraid I’ll be disappointed. I should take a lesson from my kids in that regard — they aren’t ever afraid to ask, even when they preface their request with, “I know you’ll say no, but…”

    Stuff to think about…you always offer that here!

  • http://middletree.blogspot.com JamesW

    Excellent points, Billy! Thank you!

  • http://pathoftreasure.wordpress.com/ Anna

    I say “no” a lot, too, and sometimes I wish I could say yes more– but out of love and concern for my children, many times I have to say “no”. It’s my job.

    Yet, I sure don’t like it when God says no, either.
    “And because bottom line I really don’t know what’s best for me.”
    True. If it were left up to me, I’d mess it up badly, and I’d choose the easy, comfortable, beautiful, etc. But God sees things completely differently. Though I don’t see the all of the reasons, He knows best.
    Thanks for this thought-provoking, honest post.

  • http://marilynyocum.com Marilyn Yocum

    It is wonderful to be cared for. I felt like a little child there, reading this, understanding now, of course (at my age), the parent’s perspective.

    Haven’t commented here in a while, but I never miss a post, though I sometimes come to them a little late. This is a beautiful truth here today, Billy.

  • http://www.curtharding.com Curt Harding

    Billy,

    I love when you and I are on the same page.

    Sometimes growing up just sucks.
    http://curtharding.com/blog/from-barney-to-beiber/

  • http://drusillamott.wordpress.com Drusilla Mott

    My son will be 36 Sunday, but I remember telling him ‘no’ more often than not when he was growing up because I was told ‘no’ quite often when I was growing up. I understood the sense in setting those limits that had been set for me.

    He was also brought up with a love of the Lord, and I pray that when he has kids, he will pass on to them what I have tried to pass on to him. We all need boundaries, but we all, also, learn by example. What better example can we have to follow than the Good Lord and His Word?

    God does know what is best, and loves us enough to want to give us that best. Oftentimes that best is not what we think we want.

    Thanks for sharing your lessons learned.

  • http://www.redletterbelievers.com David Rupert

    My kids started calling me , “Dr No”, no doubt gathered from the James Bond movie.
    I changed it to “Dr Know”, because I just “knew” it would be bad for them.

    raising kids is tough!

  • http://www.hazel-moon-blog.blogspot.com/ Hazel Moon

    Great Post and even as our children are all adults, there have been a “few” times we have had to say No, even now. So it never ends. God does know what is best for us!

  • http://lynnmosher.blogspot.com Lynn Mosher

    We only begin to grasp the love of the Father-heart, and His no’s, when we each become a parent. Insightful as always, Billy-boy!

  • http://peggywright.wordpress.com/category/grandmother/ peggy wright

    As a grandmother, I have the opportunity to say “yes” alot more than I did to my son when he was growing up. Some of that is perspective on what is really important. The other is that I’m not ultimately responsible for the grandchildren’s upbringing and saying “yes” is so much more fun. I try to stay within the boundaries their parents set for them, keeping their rules, and of course keeping the children safe and healthy. Still, I think parents might give their no’s some attention and just maybe they could be yes a little more often.

  • http://chazleydotson.blogspot.com Chazley

    My husband and I are fostering twin two-year-olds. I’ve considered carrying around a recorder with “No!” and “Be nice to your sister!” pre-recorded so I only have to push play.

    From the poor examples I’ve seen, I can tell you — it’s the mark of a good parent to evaluate your parenting. And isn’t it amazing how much you learn from it? If I’m protective, fascinated, appreciative, concerned for them…how much more is God for me?